immaturity
You, made me believe that maybe we could achieve …
Spontaneous combust,
coughed up, in a cloud of dust,
erased the air, to tread on trust,
swept under rugs to stop the stuck,
unwind the clock cos time is up.
Reverse the curse, release the clutch,
steeped in sweat, sweet innocents,
disarm the dreadful dissonance.
Rewind the tape, to relive the rust
that ate away, and eroded us;
like acid rain, corrosive cut.
I fade away, to further my fear
of failed filial obligatory fuss.
I uncross my heart, & hope to live,
receive the love that I, too, give.
Put myself first to make it last—
add armour to my house of glass.
“Reverse the curse, release the clutch,”
— Glass — A Poem on Fragility and Trust
You, made me believe that maybe we could achieve …
Superfluous in your sedation, a situation of inebriation. Projecting onto others all that fills you…
I collect others' karmic dust cure &&& heal the unconscious like a vacuum, I suction up trials &&&…
All this urgency to be alone, incriminates me, inundating. Arming me with emergency. I am …